My Pastor, My Molester, My Lover

Published with assistance from BePublished.org in December 2018, Paula Brown's literary debut (MY PASTOR, MY MOLESTER, MY LOVER) is a gripping work of non-fiction that uncovers dark secrets and provides pathways to breakthroughs. The author penned this work in hopes it would help those in similar situations find healing."In order for me to receive God's beauty, I had to surrender the nastiness of my past. It wasn't easy to recognize the beauty. The ashes of my brokenness were scattered so high. When I learned to totally trust God, He began to shape and mold my life. My faith grew and it gave me a brand new identity. Without a doubt, I know who I am and for that, I'll keep giving him my ashes," Paula reveals. "My truth is that my body was molested and my mind was raped. At the age of 13 I should have been enjoying my life as an adolescent, hanging out and enjoying my friends. Instead, I was taken advantage of by a man of the cloth, a man of power, a man that I trusted and looked up to in my church. The Devil had strategically positioned him to harm me.The devil had convinced me that the things that happened to me occurred because of something I had done. As though I was to blame. He planted the seeds in my mind that I should have done better, I should have been different. The truth is, Kilgore should have done better. I was an innocent child. I now understand that my past does not define who God created me to be."Available as an ebook for $9.95, MY PASTOR, MY MOLESTER, MY LOVER by Paula Brown may also be purchased worldwide as a paperback for $19.95 from your favorite book retailer.