Writing "Cunningham Believe!"

The embodiment (or an attempt at embodiment) of Indian Madhyamika Philosophy that flourished from the second century onward. A writer is trying to write a novel. As he writes the novel, he also wants to describe why he makes the writing choices he makes. But soon he discovers that the characters in the novel are not coming out the way he wanted, and besides that, his life is becoming so complicated, he cannot even concentrate on writing the novel.