November

I have to admit the past ten months have been astonishing. Meeting and dating ten men was extraordinary, even though it left my heart being pulled in too many directions. Now I am expected to give one man my whole heart. I have no idea who that man will be. I love all the guys in their own ways, so I am not looking forward to the breakups at all. I hope I am strong enough to do this last part of this journey and still be standing when this month is said and done.