Loss of Faith

Angels and spirits had been with Patricia since childhood, but even with their loving guidance, she never seemed to find the happiness she so desperately wanted.
When a new relationship came into her life, she would experience a taste of love and the thrill of romance, but then doubts and fears would begin to surface that would cause her to feel that something was not right.
Because she ignored those warnings, and listened with her head (and not her heart) those happy moments were quickly snatched away.
How could her angels and spirits allow such hurtful things to happen? And, after all the heartache, how could she ever trust their voices again?
Her emotions stretched from happiness to extreme anger, to dangerous lows, from soaring rage to total frustration, and at times, the loss she felt was so overwhelming, that she tried to take her own life.
In her search for love, had she created a pattern that had to be broken? Were past lives or karmic lessons needing to be cleared up? Or, did bad things happen, because she shut down her psychic gifts so completely? And without those gifts, how could she possibly choose on her own?