Games of Death and Desire

To prove I'm not a monster, I have to play a monstrous game.
The men I'm falling for have discovered my horrific secret. Only the intervention of a god has saved me and my forbidden magic from the gallows... for now.
We've barely scraped the surface of the brutal conspiracy lurking at the royal college, and the threat looms ever larger. To get to the root of the evil and destroy it, we'll have to infiltrate it at its source.
And I'm the only viable new recruit.
So I'll play a dangerous game, courting the favor of cold-blooded murderers while dallying with noblemen who don't know whether to revile or desire me.
But the deeper I'm drawn into the darkness, the more I wonder if there's any way for me to truly win...