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Over many years of studying and reflecting the question came to me: suppose the mothers of Jesus and John the Baptist were not two simple village girls, taken by surprise at every turn, but young women who had been educated and rigorously prepared for their roles? And where? Perhaps in a remote community not unlike that of the Essenes -those demanding spiritual retreats for men only? And how? Since my perspective on the biblical stories both in the Old and New Testaments would be in the form of a fable could I take magical liberties? Could I bring all the key women in those 'Testaments' to meet with Maryam and Elizabeth, starting with Eve and ending with Maryam of Magdala? Could I conjure up mystical, magical visitations in the cool of the evening among the olive groves? Did I dare suggest the deeper meaning of 'virgin' as expressed for example by Meister Eckhart is wholeness in one's being? And Judas? Did I dare to suggest - and I am not the only one - that he was not a betrayer but a most loyal friend, who accepted the hard role he was destined to play? There is a painting in a chapel in Italy which shows him embracing Jesus at the very moment of handing him over, the two looking into each other's eyes with loving connivance. And the serpent ? Not evil incarnate, but the embodiment of the life force in all its strength? And God? Not a capricious old man with a beard in the sky, but a fine vibration of colossal energy far beyond our comprehension? Truly the greatest cosmic mystery...

This is the author's second journal and a sequel to his Teachings of Gurdjieff: A Pupil's Journal. C. S. Nott relates events in his life from 1927 to 1949, both in Europe and America, telling of meetings with Gurdjieff in France, his friendship with A. R. Orage in England, and his contact with P. D. Ouspensky in England and, during the war, in America. The book includes an account of the time the author and his family spent with the Frank Lloyd Wrights at their estate Taliesin, in Wisconsin, and tells of his life at The Putney School, Vermont. The book contains a summary of Gurdjieff's strange booklet, Herald of Coming Good, which Nott distributes for Gurdjieff, and to an account of his contact with the various Gurdjieff pupils, especially during the war. Throughout the narrative there runs as a central theme the teaching of Gurdjieff, its impact on the author and his striving to carry what he had received from Gurdjieff.