Bøger af Nicola Jane

Forever, Never, After is the story of a marriage torn apart by lies and deceit, and how everything can change in the blink of an eye. Megan thought Dan was her forever. Ten years together and a three-year-old daughter meant they were pretty much settled and happy.That is until Dan gets attention from one of his university students.Ashley is used to getting what she wants, and she sets her sights on her married lecturer, stopping at nothing to make him hers.She's beautiful, flirty, and daring, everything Dan didn't think he needed until one night with Ashley makes him reevaluate his life and, most importantly, his marriage. When Meg's world falls apart so unexpectedly, she has no choice but to face life as a single parent, something she never expected to be.Can she move forward while being forced to watch her husband move on?And what happens after the thrill of the affair becomes less exciting? Four lives are brought together-and torn apart-in a story of heartbreak, happiness, and love.

When Jax, the club President of The Dark Souls MC, makes the mistake of helping a defenceless woman, he inadvertently invites all kinds of trouble into his stress-free life. Jax likes to keep things simple, but when he comes across a domestic argument in an alleyway, he sorts things the only way he knows how, the mc way. This leads to complications he could do without, like having the woman he rescued, come under the club's care. Sophia has been stumbling from one disaster to another, so she's not surprised when she ends up at the Dark Souls clubhouse needing their protection.Not being used to gaining the attention of two very hot bikers, she's left torn, but when she finally makes her mind up, it leads to more disastrous consequences.Things spiral out of control and this ultimately leaves Sophia in danger. Can she find her way back to Jax? And if she does, will he forgive her? *This story was previously released in 2019 under the name, Conquering a Black Soul.

Ivan Morozov. Tall, dark, handsome, and heading up a division of the Bratva. Grace Parker. Cute, sweet, pretty, and living on the streets. They weren't supposed to meet. They weren't even on the same social ladder. But when she stumbles into his life on the anniversary of his wife's death, he sees it as a sign. IVANTaking Grace from the streets should be simple. You'd think she'd be grateful, but she forces me to make decisions that'll haunt her forever. She refuses to comply and is a constant headache, yet for some reason, I can't give her up.She appeared like an angel on the anniversary of my wife's death. She's a sign, a reason to keep breathing a little while longer.But my new toy doesn't want to play ball, leaving me no option but to end her.And even that causes me a headache. GRACEI witnessed something terrible, and Ivan took me against my will to punish me.Now, he's using me to remind himself of his dead wife.He's rude, arrogant, and clearly a dangerous man. I'll get away from him if it's the last thing I do.All I know for sure is one of us will end up dead, and I'm praying it isn't me.

BrokenThis boxset trilogy brings you the final three books from The Kings Reapers Series, including Vinn's story. Meet Storm, who joins the club to find shelter from his problems for him and his autistic son. He didn't count on meeting a beautiful, strong woman, Lottie, who's hiding her own secrets. Raven has been in the club for some time, but she's never really found her place. She suddenly finds herself torn between the hard-faced mafia kingpin, Vinn, and the newest member of The Kings Reapers MC, Mac. And in true King's style, nothing is without drama. Finally, we get to see inside Vinn's world. As an associate to the club, he's well respected. But after breaking Raven's heart, he's on his own journey to find his happy ever after. Three stories in one making this book ideal for a binge read.

AntonMy life's been mapped out for me since the day I was born. I was the heir to the Mafia throne, so when my father dies way earlier than anyone expected, all eyes are on me to settle down and lead, just as a capo should.Building an alliance with The Rebellion MC is the first step in my goal to make big changes on my streets. And when Piper, the club's princess, stumbles into my strip club, drunk and heartbroken, I'm presented with an opportunity I can't turn down.My life is suddenly a lot more interesting. PiperI've loved Hulk since I was thirteen years old. We grew up in The Rebellion MC together, and although he likes me enough to occasionally have me in his bed, he refuses to make us exclusive.When things at the club turn complicated, I end up drowning my sorrows in a club. Little do I know, it's owned by Anton Martinez. I somehow end up dancing half naked on the stage, and that's where my nightmare begins. Anton forces his way into my life and begins pushing Hulk out.My life is suddenly a lot more complicated.

TagLife for me is simple. I fight, party, and fu . . . well, you get the picture. Things change when my father can no longer stand as head of the family, leaving me to step up. And that means things are about to get serious.I want to move up in my world and be seen. I also want to marry Conner Martinez's daughter, and to do that, I'll need the help of my best friend, Anton.The thing is, Anton loves nothing more than to compete. And seeing as the woman I love is his sister, he sets a different challenge. He'll convince his father to let me marry Ella if I can get a cold, stone-hearted bitch to fall in love with me.In walks Lucy Clifford. She's not impressed by my rippling muscles or my bad-boy charm. She doesn't hang off my every word or jump into my bed when I click my fingers. It seems like an impossible task, but I've never backed out of a challenge. Nor have I lost a bet. So, one way or another, I'm going to get under Lucy's skin until she falls head over heels in love with me.And then . . . I'm going to walk away and marry Ella. LucyEvery inch of Matteo 'Tag' Corallo is bad. From his terrible choice of career as a cage fighter to his stupid after-party antics. I'm unimpressed by everything he has to offer, but that only seems to make him more determined to have me.Everywhere I look, there he is, shining his smile in my face and telling me how much he likes me. But I'm not the sort of woman to swoon at muscles and cash. If Tag wants me in his bed, he's got to treat me like I'm his final conquest.And then . . . he'll fall so deeply in love with me, he'll never want to walk away.

Sara What's so wrong with being the fun party animal who likes to experiment, meet new people, and take guys home for one night stands? Well, not all the time, obviously. Meeting him was a game changer for me, in more ways than one. We both liked the same stuff, yah know, in the bedroom. It didn't hurt he was bloody gorgeous. Not my usual type, but with parents like mine, I have to stick to their rules. But Lake, he blew the damn rules right out the window and before I knew it, we were hooking up more often than actual couples in a relationship. I was honest, told him straight I wasn't looking for anything serious, cos I'm not that type of girl, but the universe had other plans. Now, I've got to grow up and take responsibility for the mess I caused. The mess we caused . . . Lake I landed on my feet when I met the female version of me. Sara was kinky, wild, and willing to do anything to annoy her stuck-up parents. It was a bonus that neither of us were looking for a relationship-straight up booty calls were our thing. hen came the bombshell, and I ain't talking the blonde kind. She doesn't expect anything and she's made it clear I'm not on her future plan, but since when did she get to make up the rules? It's not so easy to walk away now I know her secret. All I gotta do is convince her I'm not going anywhere. Not now, not ever . . .

What do you do when the one person you've loved since you were seventeen years old breaks your heart? Brook and Tanner have been a thing their entire adult lives and neither can live without the other. But when Tanner makes a terrible mistake, Brook decides it's time to live a life away from the club and away from Tanner.His betrayal runs deep, and when the woman who caused it all reveals she's giving Tanner the one thing Brook can't, it pushes Brook farther away. She surrounds herself with new friends, trying hard to move on from her husband and the club.But it's not as easy as she thought, and she takes comfort in the fact that Tanner is hanging back in the shadows, watching her every move and refusing to give up on them.Tanner doesn't remember the night he destroyed his life. The only evidence is the word of a woman who insists on hanging around the club, becoming a pain in his backside and a drain on his wallet.He doesn't know how to be anyone other than Brook's husband, and every breath he takes without her is painful. He refuses to give up on the love of his life, but to get her back, he needs to work out what exactly happened that night, even if it means dragging up his painful past.

Gracie Before I was taken, my life was normal. I had parents who loved me, friends I'd have died for, and a boyfriend who doted on me. But one night changed it all, and for sixteen months, I've been missing, living in a hell created by the monsters who took me. When Scar finds me, I'm a shadow of who I used to be. His patience and dedication to keep me safe is apparent from the beginning, and honestly, I like it. I haven't felt this safe in a long time. But it soon becomes obvious that Scar's got his own issues. He keeps himself hidden away from the world, reluctant to speak let alone show his face. I want to help him the same way he's helped me . . . so why won't he trust me? Scar From the second I saw her lying on that church pew, looking vulnerable and sad, I was drawn to her. Something about the way she clung to me had me vowing to protect her. I can't begin to imagine the hell she's been through, but taking her back to The Perished Riders' clubhouse was the only solution. I knew my Pres could help-it's what he's vowed to do since taking over as the club's leader. But keeping Gracie so close is both a blessing and a curse. Yes, she's safe, but she's got a way of making me open up like I never have. She digs deep, uncovering scars and exposing my heart. Now, I have to trust she won't break it . . .

Blade I've never been a one-woman man! I'm not good at it. All my brothers in the MC are settling down and I'm not even looking for a woman of my own.Tillie comes into my life by chance. I call into her sweet shop every other day to get my liquorice fix, but it's complete coincidence that the woman I've been flirting with for weeks turns out to be an enemy's daughter. All I've got to do is stay the fuck away. Easy, right?Wrong! That ass left his daughter, Tillie, in danger and she don't even know it! How the hell do I walk away and leave her at the mercy of men who make me look like Prince fucking Charming? Matilda Why am I such a bum magnet? You place a bad boy within thirty feet of me and I home in on him like a horny bitch in heat. So, when Blade walks into my shop with his flirty big ego, of course, I'm gonna stalk him into a date. But I should have listened when he told me he didn't do dates cos boy does he get it wrong. Events unfold that will change my life forever, and how can I just walk away when he's dragged me into his world so deep?I can't.I won't.

AvaLoving Gunner came easy. It crept up on me suddenly, after years of living alongside him in The eagles MC. Getting him to love me back was the hard part.Being the club princess and sister to the President makes my dating life almost impossible. Add the fact that Gunner is the Vice President and it's basically out of the question.When Gunner decides to join the Army, leaving me and the club behind, I accept it. It's a shock to us both when we spend the night together before he leaves, but when he practically runs out on me the following day, I take the hint. He's not interested in anything serious.Realising that Gunner is not my one true love, I throw myself into university, getting my nursing degree and becoming a better version of the mess he left behind.So, when he returns years later, why does my heart want him all over again?GunnerLoving Ava came easy. It was all the other stuff that made it complicated. I'd never disrespect my President by going there with his younger sister. She's completely off limits, so I ignore the obvious crush she has on me.I decide to join the Army, but I can't leave without one night with her. Waking up the next morning and seeing the hope in her eyes kills me. And so, I break her heart and leave, vowing to never go near her again.So, when I return years later, why does my heart want her all over again?

Lottie I spent months going from one biker club to another, desperately searching for a long-lost brother my mum abandoned. Turning up at the Kings Reapers MC was purely coincidence, but it worked out for the best cos meeting Lake put an end to my search. So why doesn't finding him, stop my pain? I'm a hot mess, that's how a social worker once described me, and poor Lake did nothing to deserve having me as a sister. Then, one day, I cave because the world becomes too much and who turns up to save me but Storm, newest member of the Kings Reapers. Running away from his own demons, the mysterious biker is too much. Too intense. Too hot. Too bossy. Too dangerous. So, of course, I'm attracted to him. Storm London was a fresh start, that's how I sold it to my sister, Taya. Riggs needed more men, and I jumped at the chance to escape cos that's what I do, run. I swore I wouldn't get involved with any woman, especially not Lake's long-lost sister. Lottie is all kinds of messed up and she's a complication I don't fuckin' need. My priority is getting Taya and my son, Seb, settled. That is, until the day I have to collect Lottie from the hospital. Her eyes are screaming pain and they call out to me for help. Because if anyone knows pain, it's me. Separately, we're suffering . . . but together, we're toxic. But I know we met for a reason and I ain't letting her slip away from me. I can fix her, she can fix me, and then we'll live happily ever after, right? Right?

SOLOThey call me Solo because I ride alone. I don't have the time or patience for a woman in my life or on the back of my bike. So when a feisty little brunette steals my kutte, it's a hassle I don't need. She starts turning up in my life and putting herself on my radar. She's impossible to ignore.It's not long before I give in to the urges, hoping to get her out of my system and my life. But Lara isn't one to be put off easily, and when her brother brings trouble to the club, our fates are sealed. LARAParty is my middle name. Not literally, but you get the idea. Raised by two brothers, one sensible and one not so, means I get away with anything. But when I take a leather jacket from a bar, not even they can believe my stupidity.When Solo, the President of The Depraved Devils, comes looking for his kutte, life begins to get complicated. He's dangerous, bossy, and everything I should run from. But it isn't in my blood back down. Instead, I do everything I can to put myself on his radar, and before long, we're playing a dangerous game of chase. No one knows what the future holds, but we can sure as hell make decisions that change it. Forcing Solo to be in my life could be my biggest mistake yet...

When Mila Coin goes to see her best friend Harper, the last thing she expects to find is a job, especially her dream job as a Nanny. Looking after three-year-old Asher is a pleasure, but contending with his brooding Uncle Cooper, is another matter altogether.Club President, Cooper, is used to getting his own way. He's bossy, dominating and everything Mila avoids in a man. But Cooper gets under her skin, and she finds herself drawn into a battle of love and hate. She soon becomes addicted to the scraps of attention that he throws her way.Just when Mila thinks she's found her forever man, things take a dramatic turn, and ghosts from the past threaten everything they have together.Walking away from Cooper is hard, but staying, is the real challenge.

If you found the history you learned as a child, erased your people from the story, what would you do, or say and who would you say it to?This compelling and thought provoking question is at the root of the noteworthy and inspiring book, BLM COLLECTION: Soul to Soil. This book emanated from the epic journey Nicola Jane embarked on, the "Sankofa 100 Miles To Freedom Tour 2022" designed to bring awareness to the Women Freedom Fighters of Southwestern Ontario, their resilience, tenacity and heroism.discover their truth, and to speak it.Nicola Jane's new book delves into what it means to discover your truth and speak it, and shares with authenticity and honesty what exactly it means to be black in Canada today."In this book BLM COLLECTION: Soul To Soil, Nicola Jane's writing is soul stirring and deep!"Nicola Jane's writing is a testament to living authentically and the impact that can have on others. If you too want to speak your truth boldly, this book is for you.The prose is eloquently written, but not easy, our deepest wounds surround our greatest gifts.

What happens when you fall for the Vice President of the Hammers MC? You get hurt! Harper Banks knows this too well. So, when she discovers she's pregnant, she decides she can go it alone. Who needs a man anyway? Especially one that's already got a pregnant ol' lady. Kain's made it clear if she doesn't want him, he'll be sticking by Ginger. Walking away from the only man she's ever loved, is harder than she anticipated. Not only does she have to see him all the time because she works at the club, but her best friend is married to the club's president, Cooper. Secrets, lies and drama are making a regular appearance in Harper's life, but walking away doesn't seem to be an option.And when the truth finally gets out, the consequences are catastrophic.

MaverickLife has a funny way of pulling you in when you least expect it. It's been a few years since I was back at The Perished Riders MC clubhouse, and fuck, it's damn near the same. I don't know what I thought would happen in my time away. I left because my dad was stuck in the past, unable to move the club forward into the present day, so it shouldn't be surprising that the hell hole hasn't changed since I was a kid.It's also no surprise that now the miserable bastard is dead, there's not much left to salvage.But I've stepped up, just like my brothers wanted me to, and I'm making changes. I'm gonna run this place straight, the way it should have been ran all those years ago.But the dead have a funny way of leaving a legacy, and it ain't always good. Eagle's presence lingers like a fucking bad smell, and everywhere I turn, there's another mess he left behind.The road is calling me, and I'm beginning to think the club ain't worth it, but then life throws me a curveball in the form of Rylee Carter.RyleeDo you ever wonder when your life became this? Wake, eat, sleep, repeat . . . oh, and don't forget to throw in the odd beating. Marrying Grant Carter was not my finest moment, nor was becoming his prisoner. Slowly, he made me dependent solely on him, and now, I'm stuck here. Wake, eat, sleep, repeat.It's by chance that my new neighbour hears my cries calling to her from the pits of my own hell. Instead of ignoring me, she sends me a lifeline. One I grasp with both hands.Being rescued by The Perished Riders MC was just the beginning of my journey. Since Maverick came into my life, things aren't so mundane. He shows me just how strong I can be, and with him by my side, suddenly, everything seems possible.

ArthurI worked hard to get where I am today by crawling up from the bottom. These days, I'm a well-respected businessman with his life together. I have three brothers who I've practically raised alongside my hardworking mother, and I'm in the heart of the community, helping the most vulnerable.But there's another side, one only the darkest depths of society know. I keep order on my streets by removing the threats and working alongside the local MC to ensure life around here runs smoothly.Amelia Maverick is sister to the club's President, and she's like a shiny new toy attracting my attention with her big smile and loud mouth. Only I see beyond the bravado to the broken soul hidden from the world. And like a moth to the flame, I'm drawn in by the sadness in her eyes.I'll do anything to make her mine, and when someone comes along to threaten it all, I want to set the world alight . . . but it's Meli who comes to my rescue, and I'm left wondering who's saving who. MeliGrowing up in The Perished Riders MC was hard for me. I'm the one who shines above the rest, sparkling so bright that I attract the wrong sort. I was thirteen years old when my dad's VP took an interest in me, and he left lifelong scars that I hide with flirting, partying, and a careless attitude.Since then, I've been spiraling out of control, waiting for someone to catch me.I didn't expect that someone to be Arthur Taylor. Businessman by day and gangster by night, he sees through the smoke and mirrors to the vulnerable woman I am.I try to tell him I'm no good, that falling for me would be a mistake, but he ignores my warnings. What he doesn't understand, is I'm trying to protect my heart, because good things never work out for me.And when someone takes an interest in Arthur, my worst fears are confirmed. Now, I must fight for the man I love and prove I'm worth loving back . . . but how can I do that when I don't believe it?

Chains Her smartass mouth and those baby blues had a lot to do with it. She made it apparent as hell she isn't scared to put us in our place. F*ck if that wasn't a turn on. I don't remember the exact time I started loving Leia. It just happened. Now she's approaching her twentieth birthday and it's getting harder everyday to resist her. So hard in fact that I stupidly slammed my lips against hers, and it made everything worse. She's now at the forefront of my mind, every night, and every day. Not only is she in my damn head, but everywhere I turn. Not that I'm complaining. I don't mind going around a corner and seeing the way her cheeks flush a rosy red at the mere sight of me. There's one problem, she's starting to look at me with hope in her eyes.The kiss alone was reason enough for my Prez, Riggs, to put a piece of lead through my skull. Why? 'Cause the Prez's sister is off limits. Leia Being the president's sister means I'm constantly being c*ck blocked. I mean, how many girls my age are still virgins at nineteen? Riggs is the classic older brother with his protective ways and how he's overbearing as hell. He knows my every move, sometimes even before I've made it. And if he isn't on my back, then one of his club members sure as hell is. That's where Chains comes into play. He's the club's Enforcer, and the man tasked to be my new bodyguard. He's ten years older than I am and takes his role way too seriously. Little does he know I'm ready to cut loose and shove his protection, as well as his club, right where the sun doesn't shine. I want a life, and I'm determined to get it.

DICEThere was only ever one woman for me, but I was forced to leave her behind when we were just kids.Years later, my past collides with my present, and it leads me right back to her. But a long time has passed, and she's had years of her father breathing poison in her ear.But I won't give up. After all, my birth name, Malachi, means 'prophet, messenger of God, ' and I have a message to deliver, but it's not from the good Lord above.Astraea is mine, and I'm coming for her. ASTRAEAI remember him as a scrawny, messy-haired boy. Now, he's a fully grown, beast of a man with arms strong enough to save me from my hell.But leaving everything I've ever known is scarier than he thinks.As the namesake of Astraea, the virgin goddess, I was raised to believe they need me to bring justice, innocence and purity. They need me.But Dice comes for me, convincing me there's more to this life than what they've taught me.Just when I'm starting to see the world through his eyes, they find me.Dice was right, but now it's too late.I belong to The Circle, and they're not letting me go without a fight. *This story contains triggers involving a religious cult.

ACEMy club is my life. End of. I have my son beside me, my estranged daughter just reappeared, and I'm surrounded by good friends. Especially Mae, who's always there with a helpful ear.I'm content, and everything is exactly as I'd pictured it. The last thing I need is an ol' lady causing me grief and trying to tame me. My life is good. I'm complete. I'm happy. MAEThe MC is my life. It's all I've known and where I was raised, so I should be content. But life is . . . well, it's not quite how I'd pictured it. There's something missing. Ace. The club's President is fifteen years older, but that doesn't put me off. He's everything I've ever wanted. The problem is, he doesn't see me as anything other than his confidante, his friend, the one he talks to when things are going wrong. So, how do I tell him I'm in love with him? My life is empty. I'm incomplete. I'm so unhappy.

AvaLoving Gunner came easy. It crept up on me suddenly, after years of living alongside him in The eagles MC. Getting him to love me back was the hard part.Being the club princess and sister to the President makes my dating life almost impossible. Add the fact that Gunner is the Vice President and it's basically out of the question. When Gunner decides to join the Army, leaving me and the club behind, I accept it. It's a shock to us both when we spend the night together before he leaves, but when he practically runs out on me the following day, I take the hint. He's not interested in anything serious. Realising that Gunner is not my one true love, I throw myself into university, getting my nursing degree and becoming a better version of the mess he left behind.So, when he returns years later, why does my heart want him all over again? GunnerLoving Ava came easy. It was all the other stuff that made it complicated. I'd never disrespect my President by going there with his younger sister. She's completely off limits, so I ignore the obvious crush she has on me.I decide to join the Army, but I can't leave without one night with her. Waking up the next morning and seeing the hope in her eyes kills me. And so, I break her heart and leave, vowing to never go near her again. So, when I return years later, why does my heart want her all over again?

RiggsIt's no secret I've been slipping. My club's in chaos and my marriage is over. Is it any wonder with the way I've behaved? I want to tell them, I want to tell her, but how do I wipe that beautiful smile from her face. How do I tell her I'm not the man she married? She's been through so much, I can't let her go through this too. But this is Anna we're talking about and do you think she'll let it go? She hounds me with questions until the arguments get too much.What do I do now she's gone?AnnaNo one can accuse me of not trying. After years of living with Reggie's abusive behaviour, I promised myself I'd never do it again. Riggs' words slay me on a daily basis. He doesn't want me around him right now and I can't take his rejection a second longer.Packing my bags wasn't easy but he didn't try and stop me, that tells me all I need to know.So it's time to make my own way in the world. One that doesn't involve Riggs.Until, one chance meeting makes it impossible for him to hide the truth any longer.

RavenI'd spent years hanging with the wrong crowds, the wrong men, and just generally fucking my life up. When Chains brought me to London, the Kings Reapers treated me like one of their own. Only, I'm not one of theirs-I'm an outsider trying my best to fit into a world where I finally feel comfortable. No one judges me here, and yeah, I've come close to fucking it up a few times, but then I began working for Vinn Romano. We agreed early on to a no strings kind of relationship, but there's a problem. Vinn's getting married, and when his fiancée moves to London, shit gets real.Giving Vinn up is hard, but luckily, fate brings Mac into my life and he's determined to help me find a decent guy who will treat me right.MacLeaving the Kings Reapers, Nottingham Charter, was my chance at a fresh start. Here in London, no one knows the fuck-ups I've made, especially not the red-haired beauty, Raven. Hearing how guys have treated her in the past makes me more determined to help her out, and maybe it's a chance at redemption for the pain I've caused. So, I place myself in her life, distracting her from her most recent heartbreak over Vinn Romano. The only thing I didn't consider, was Raven falling for me.When past events catch up with me, I end up doing the very thing I wanted to save her from . . . I break her heart.

What happens when you fall for the Vice President of the Hammers MC? You get hurt! Harper Banks knows this too well.So, when she discovers she's pregnant, she decides she can go it alone. Who needs a man anyway? Especially one that's already got a pregnant ol' lady. Kain's made it clear if she doesn't want him, he'll be sticking by Ginger.Walking away from the only man she's ever loved, is harder than she anticipated. Not only does she have to see him all the time because she works at the club, but her best friend is married to the club's president, Cooper.Secrets, lies and drama are making a regular appearance in Harper's life, but walking away doesn't seem to be an option.And when the truth finally gets out, the consequences are catastrophic.

SOLOThey call me Solo because I ride alone. I don't have the time or patience for a woman in my life or on the back of my bike. So when a feisty little brunette steals my kutte, it's a hassle I don't need. She starts turning up in my life and putting herself on my radar. She's impossible to ignore.It's not long before I give in to the urges, hoping to get her out of my system and my life. But Lara isn't one to be put off easily, and when her brother brings trouble to the club, our fates are sealed.LARAParty is my middle name. Not literally, but you get the idea. Raised by two brothers, one sensible and one not so, means I get away with anything. But when I take a leather jacket from a bar, not even they can believe my stupidity.When Solo, the President of The Depraved Devils, comes looking for his kutte, life begins to get complicated. He's dangerous, bossy, and everything I should run from. But it isn't in my blood back down. Instead, I do everything I can to put myself on his radar, and before long, we're playing a dangerous game of chase.No one knows what the future holds, but we can sure as hell make decisions that change it. Forcing Solo to be in my life could be my biggest mistake yet…