Bøger af Keisha Ervin

After living ten years of hell, CHYNA BLACK's break up with Tyreik left her EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE. She didn't think she would ever be able to love again. Fuckin' and smokin' her way through the pain, she became a HEARTLESS monster. Then, before she knew it, Carlos entered her world and turned it upside down. Their love moved at lightning speed and then crashed and burned before her eyes. Unable to cope with the deafening ringing in her ears, Chyna needs RADIO SILENCE. As she tried to pick up the pieces of her life, in walked L.A. All along, he'd been there... waiting for her to realize he was all the man she'd ever need. Once Chyna is finally ready to open up her heart and give him her all, like running water, he slips right through her fingers. Time isn't on her side, the walls are closing in, and Chyna's back is up against the wall. Retreating to her old ways is the only way she knows how to cope. To everyone else, Chyna seems like an emotionally unavailable, heartless, cold-hearted bitch who craves radio silence, but to Chyna and the people that matter most, she's SUCH A FUCKIN' LADY!

From the moment Messiah laid eyes on Shyhiem, she knew he was no good for her. Tall, dark as night with a chip on his shoulder, he was everything she needed to stay away from. Messiah was already headed down a dangerous road to recovery, as the ex-ballerina battled with the death of her parents and son. It was haunting her every move. On paper, they were never meant to be, but neither of their hearts would let the other go. For a month and a half, Messiah and Shyhiem were on top of the world. Their love affair impacted their lives in ways neither of them could have imagined - until outside influences eventually tore them apart. Since their relationship was severed, a month has gone by, leaving both Messiah and Shyhiem on the edge of insanity. Being away from each other is a struggle neither of them could've imagined - but being together isn't an option either can afford. It's already been determined that they're no good for one another, so why does love keep pulling them back? Time keeps ticking, seasons are about to change and new obstacles are in place. Will Messiah and Shyhiem find their way back to one another for good or will they be another tragic, love story destined for nowhere?

Chyna Black thought she'd finally gotten her happily ever after. Her melanin is popping, her career has taken off like magic, and her love life is like something from a fairytale. After rekindling her love affair with Dame, he came back in her life, showed her how to move in a room full of bitches and swept her off her feet. When they met 20 years ago, she never knew the impact she'd made on his life. Because of her, Dame didn't even know bitches. With him, she found her forever. His love was like no other. The stars in the sky were aligning perfectly. Then, within a blink of an eye, her dream became a nightmare. When the smoke clears, and the dust settles, will Chyna be able to hold on to everything she holds dear, or will she end up alone - all over again? Gray Rose and Gunz have two kids and a home together. You would think, after 10 years together, she'd have a ring too... but Gunz still isn't ready for marriage. Maybe it's because he's always fly, stays in the cockpit and can't stay out the streets. Gray is over trying to keep a man that doesn't want to be kept and Gunz ain't beat, she can jump off his dick. All it takes is one nigga to remind her that she's bad as fuck, and that they're a real nigga. After 11 years, four kids, a house and a dog, Mo and Boss finally got married. From the outside looking in, everything seems perfect, but Mo is secretly drowning. When she looks in the mirror, she doesn't even recognize herself anymore. She used to have that up North glow, body looking like cinnamon, but between breast-feeding, soccer practice, ballet class, keeping house, a bitchy, loud-mouth mother-in-law and a husband who won't keep his mama in check but constantly wants to fuck, Mo is five seconds away from putting everybody on the front porch. Can she keep it together without losing her sanity? Chyna, Gray and Mo are going through it, but with their girls, Meesa, Mina and Dylan by their side, they'll go through their trials and tribulations with love, laughter, a few tears and style every time they touch the city - STOP IT!!

"Mama said, 'never love a nigga more than he love me'." All of Chyna Black's drama started when she was fifteen and it hasn't stopped since. After a summer love affair that left her feeling defeated; left behind; betrayed and torn, all she wants now is more time. With each drama-filled moment that plagues her sanity, she feels like everything she holds near and dear is slipping away. Once deemed the life of the party, the silence is deafening as Chyna sets out on a journey of self-discovery. She's now in search of balance, success, peace and true love...Or will her past lustful, petty and spiteful behavior get in the way?

Nothing about love lasts forever. I'm no longer the same girl that looks at love like it's rainbows and cotton candy. The shit hurts. It's dark and messy as hell. I can't allow that type of energy in my life. The four, pink walls that shield my heart are made of steel. I promised myself after Tyriek that I would never let love in again, but here that son of a bitch is banging on my heart's door trying to push its way in. So I lay here, smoking a blunt, asking myself: Chyna, does your heart have room for one more?

Who wants a perfect love story anyway? The last time we saw Black and Meesa, they left St. Louis and built a new life in New York. Ten years later, they have it all or at least that's what everyone believes. Black and Meesa have a secret - their marriage is falling apart. Meesa is doing everything she can to save it but some things aren't always mendable. Then there's Kelly. Kelly puts her career before everything and it's not because she wants to. Her man, Jaden, isn't dependable so Kelly does what she has to do to keep a roof over her and her son's head. But temptation is on the horizon... Will Kelly give in? And what about Gwyn? Gwyn is a no nonsense kind of chick that cherishes her freedom. She comes and goes as she pleases but an old flame reenters the picture and threatens to expose past demons that Gwyn is determined to keep hidden. But once the door is opened, skeletons seem to tumble out. National Best Selling Author Keisha Ervin returns with the long awaited sequel to her critically acclaimed 1st novel, Me and My Boyfriend. Fast forward a few years, and look into the lives of your favorite characters with Pure Heroine, which will have you on the edge of your seat until the very end.

Chyna Danea Black never wanted for much in life. She had everything a woman could want - except for the love and respect of her boyfriend, Tyreik. They'd been together since she was sixteen. She had high hopes for their relationship; but after numerous betrayals, it becomes painfully clear that she's chasing after a high she'll never be able to get back again. Emotionally Unavailable is the long awaited, highly anticipated sequel to Keisha Ervin's best-selling novel, Chyna Black. Instead of letting love trample all over her like she has in the past, Chyna is fighting for her dignity, self worth and most importantly, her heart. But starting over isn't something she wants to do. Sometimes it's easier to stay and deal with the devil you already know then the devil you don't.

After praying that someone would catch her, 10 years have flown by with her husband, Victor. Mina Gonzalez has everything a woman her age could wish or hope for. She has it all: a fine-ass husband who leads one of the biggest drug cartels in the world; two beautiful children, several successful beauty salons and friends that love and adore her. But hold up, Mina isn't at ease. Something doesn't feel right. On the surface, everything seems perfect. Victor is still the doting, loving husband he's always been, but her spirit keeps telling her that trouble is on the horizon and something keeps whispering in her ear, what are you doing, my love. Mina finds herself questioning her sanity, her man and their marriage. Refusing to be played, she goes searching for answers. The only question is, after she learns the truth, can she save herself and Victor from drowning or will everything they've worked so hard for come tumbling down? Will she only hurt herself or will everyone be sorry? Her suspicions are causing a love drought in their union that they may not be able to move forward from. All Mina really wants is what she's never stopped craving - happily ever after!

All her life, Messiah's faced nothing but hardship, trials and tribulations. She's tried to work, pray, sex, sleep and smoke her problems away but she can't escape the gloomy, grey clouds hovering over her head. Just wanting to be happy, she's blinded by love; Messiah only sees what she wants to see - always building up to be let down and ultimately crashing. She craves love and admiration but doesn't love herself enough to know when it's time to let go of an old flame. Directionless, she coasts along through life numb, until she meets Shyhiem, the man who will change her life forever. He's everything she never knew she wanted, but everything that she absolutely needed. Without permission, Shyhiem marches into her life and turns everything upside down. He's rude, cocky, angry and devastatingly handsome. To the world, he's nothing but an ex-convict with a chip on his shoulder; but to Messiah, he's an angel sent down from heaven who teaches her how to love again. When Messiah finds herself wasting time, daydreaming about when she'll see or speak to him again, she knows she's in trouble. Love wasn't in the equation for her - especially since she still has feelings for her ex - and Shyhiem has a ghetto baby mother and two kids... Will their love prevail or will self-doubt, self-pity, and a sense of emptiness stop everything before it starts?

Scotland was in desperate need of a different kind of drug and Knight was the perfect remedy. As soon as they met she knew they were meant to be. Scotland was sure that Knight would be the one to replace the hole in her heart and make her complete. The only problem was he was taken. Knight's fiancée Lennon and numerous other obstacles stand in their way. Ripped and torn into a million little pieces, Scotland fights her way through jealousy, lies and betrayal hoping she'll be able to piece the parts of her tattered heart back together again. Paper Heart promises to be an uplifting story about the true power of love.

The untimely death of St. Louis Kingpin, King David, has left a vacuum in the underworld. He leaves behind his vast empire to his surviving heirs, David Jr. and Davita. Born barely ten minutes apart, they were raised very differently. David Jr. is college educated. His mother always pushed him to do the best he could so he could one day legitimize and run the East St. Louis crime family. She thinks she's above and beyond the game. All she wants is the money that she believes she and her son are due. She taught Davita a different set of rules. Davita has been raised to use anybody and everything to get that money by any means necessary. She has embraced the business of the streets, and she is ready to ascend to the throne that her father has unexpectedly left behind. The question remains: will the family ties that bind keep the family together, or will sex, greed, drugs, and their mother's divisive ways tear it all to hell, bringing St. Louis down with them? David Jr. and Davita have decisions to make!