Bøger af Horace James Smith

Based on part of my life; I have created this fictional short story about a character named Humphrey. It is a brief synopsis about being sexually abused within the institution of the church. It was in a satanic ritual to become the cult's next spiritual leader. The process of coming to a place of healing and not entering the alternate lifestyle held my mind captive through the guilt and the shame that is normally attributed to being abused this way. Furthermore, it is about opening up about the abuse in a safe environment while in hospital and developing healthy relationships that avoided the alternative lifestyle. Through secular healing, I understood why I had to go back to the church and find peace. It was to flush out the demons that entered my soul so that I could forgive my abusers.During my last Section under the Mental Health Act of 1983, I met Yvonne Stephen Williams. Instincts told me to buy her a Christmas Card. It was the next stage of the healing. The main one was sending two financial gifts to Stonewall while I was still on my sick bed according to Luke 6:38 and Mark 11:25-26. So that my prayers and the way God blesses me is not hindered. With these two financial gifts and letters that I wrote I told Stonewall about my abuse and that I forgave them. At the Christmas meal she began to cry when she heard a George Michaels song. In the card, I put the words peace. She knew a little bit about why. I am a Christian and there seems to be so much hate from the Christian community towards the LGBTQ community. So much that even Jesus Christ has criticised His church's stance towards this group. You can find what He has said to the LGBTQ community in a book by a prophetess Wendy Alex called Journal of the Unknown Prophet. Page 67. Yvonne is from the LGBTQ community. She is a confessed lesbian. When I told her that I was a Pentecostal she gave me back the card. However, our friendship grew. She told me about the book that she wrote, and I told her about this book and other ones that I wrote. To cut a long story short, I bought her book and promised her that I would read it and put a comment on her Amazon page. Through our friendship, I told her I felt that our meeting was a divine encounter because I learnt from our encounter how to write this synopsis and it was because of meeting her. It was my journey in going into Secular Mental Recovery to heal from a traumatic incident that I have been fighting for fifty years. That is not to give into the animalistic urges to go into the alternate lifestyle, which will result in me losing my soul in hell. Read Divine Revelation of Hell by Mary K Baxter. Page 135. This is the description of where those who will not repent of the alternate lifestyle goes to receive their punishment. I did not want to go to this place. Therefore, I dwelt with the evil spirit that entered my soul in Lambeth Hospital for about 30 years.